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Middle Mattress Chasm

by Sucker Crush

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1.
Be Well 02:18
I want you to be well I want this to be everything we thought we wanted then back when we wed we gave all ourselves I saw things in the whitest light and darkest parts of you and I feel it too sometimes we try sometimes we fail this time we tried please be kind to yourself please believe me if only as the one who took your name even in vain
2.
Clementine 02:33
on another sleepless night I stand underwater close my eyes anxious, paralyzed please don’t go to bed please don’t go you’re several bottles deep something flickers on the screen aching between my knees please don’t go to bed please don’t go please darling reach for me, speak please darling reach for me across the table I watch your fingers peel a clementine hungry, but you’re not mine please don’t go to bed please don’t go
3.
Apt E 03:44
darling look for me, back in the place where we built a life and spent our days, lost our love and parted ways this isn't how I thought our fated love would go tried to be one and the same in the broken home we made you're gone longer every day I saw you off that day, touch you before you go gazed into your tired eyes, saw all the wasted days inside and still I glance for you smoking on sidewalks where you’d go to be alone, I’d listen for you coming home you're gone longer every day I wish the best for you out on the other coast with your longing lady dove and the city in your skin but I won't wait for you, or let my lonesome bones fall into another's hold, I will to do this on my own I'm gone longer every day
4.
Pity Party 03:28
I don’t really want you to be mine anymore even when it’s good I feel like I’ve gone overboard I don’t really want you to be mine anymore I don’t want to be defined as a wife at 24 it's dawning on my now you’re no good for me it's not enough that I love you you’re everything that I’ve been waiting for and too much more I don’t really want you to be mine anymore I don’t want to be a part of your pity party anymore your anger’s never cause enough to treat me any less than kindly I know you’re hurting darling I feel you but fuck you too I don’t really want you to be mine anymore I don’t want to live this kind of a life anymore we tried to wish it all away but god it doesn’t work that way you’re hurting me and I’ll admit this too I can’t heal you

about

ESR is proud to present the debut studio offering from Sucker Crush, the solo songwriting project of Oakland-based musician/composer Marissa Deitz. "Middle Mattress Chasm" is a concise reflection on loss and the deadweight of intimacy, as Deitz processes the end of her marriage and creative partnership. She refracts the pain of loss into warm textures, delicate artifacts, and moments of self reclamation that levitate in this short and graceful handful of songs. Tapes and downloads are available August 25th.

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released August 25, 2018

Marissa Deitz - voice, guitar, cello, keys
Nate Wheeler - percussion, keys
Mateo Lugo - voice, guitar
Adam Hirsch - voice, clarinet, keys
Joy Cyr - voice, percussion

Songs by Marissa Deitz
Recorded by Adam Hirsch
at Tiny Telephone Recording in San Francisco, CA
Mastered by Geoff Saba
at Itinerant Home Recordings

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Oakland-based sad summer ballads and midnight breakup songs

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